Why is me ? Why grab all my best things away ?

I used to tell sayang no ponteng , no fights ......

Does it means i should give up ? Im not willing :'(

Why dont give him a chance to prove it , i know

he can does it !!! I dont want sayang leave me ...

My heart is painful , sad , broken , injured ... i didnt

cry .. i got no tears to flow out , hell yeah ! Good news

my first time never cry :')  I cried inside , no one knows

how i feel right now , I need time to recover .. to accept

it ...

"Oh i swear to you , i'll be there for you , this is not a

drive by " <<<<  I remember this ..

What if fail ? you have to leave me .. you gonna change

to another school .. Why am i so uesless ? Why i love

you so much ? Why i cant be independent ? Why i must

rely on you ? Thousands of why in my mind @@

I ..... Heart ....You